I'm a lil proud of myself

(Watching: The Today Show)

I had a confrontation with my boss yesterday. I guess it wasn't really a confrontation, but I had to tell her that I was not willing to do something she wanted me to do. And I knew this would make her mad at me.

Having people mad at me drives me crazy. I would rather give someone som horribly sad news than have to tell them something that I know will make them upset with me. In the past, i h have gone to some pretty great lengths to avoid such conversations.

Anyway, so I was all shakey and sweaty, a nervous wreck. But, I did, i told her I was not going to come in and work an extra day, she got pissed, i feel guilty. But i still am not going in, i am going camping damnit!